Inspiration
The inspiration for my work is deeply rooted in life experiences, transforming challenges into visual narratives. There's usually an emotional catalyst, whether it's processing personal growth, navigating difficult topics like grief and death, or embarking on a journey of sobriety.
In 2021, I made the official decision that alcohol was no longer serving me, a concept that has often appeared in my work, such as in "Last Call" or "Absente."
Notably, my mother's tragic death in December of 2024 also drew me to the canvas, allowing me to honor her and mourn visually. Art has become a vital tool, enabling me to process intense emotions in a healthy way, rather than resorting to destructive coping mechanisms. It has also helped me cultivate a community around shared experiences of grief and loss.
I often use symbolism to infuse nuanced themes of grief and recovery into my pieces. For instance, cardinals frequently appear in my work as a powerful symbol of loved ones visiting from the afterlife, a belief my mother shared with me before she passed. Nocturnal animals also hold a special place in my art; their adaptability and quiet strength resonate with my own "nocturnal" nature. They embody the mystery and introspection that perfectly complements the atmospheres I aim to create.
While I begin each piece with my own personal narrative, I intentionally leave most of my work open to interpretation. The beauty of this journey lies in seeing how others connect with the art in their own unique ways, leading to incredibly moving interactions and moments of human connection.